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alice-but-not-in-wonderland:

~common sad black and white blog~

alice-but-not-in-wonderland:

~common sad black and white blog~

reoccurring-thoughts:

For Everything…

reoccurring-thoughts:

For Everything…

Do you remember
Those times when
We’d argue
About who loved
The other more?
I remember.
And I guess
We sorted
That one out.
Being right has
Never left me
Feeling so cold.
M.S. (via coffee-crinkled-pages)
It’s 1:33 am and I lay alone in this darkness
With nothing but the thought of you.
Thoughts,
Memories of what once was,
And the longing to be in your arms.
It’s now 2 am
And I’m trying to drown out the mess that is my mind
With the intoxicating promise of vodka.
3:05 am and everything’s still burning through my brain.
I’ve lost count of shots by now.
Just like I’ve lost count of each night I’ve ended up like this.
This is now becoming an endless cycle of pain.
4 am and I can barely breath.
Still alone in this darkness, crying.
A broken bottle of vodka laying on the floor next to me.
Each glistening shard persuading into the temptation for sharp kisses
And the sight of crimson flowing down my wrist.
4:29 am and along with broken glass,
Is a puddle of tears and blood
And finally I’m back to where I started
Laying alone in this darkness with each and every thought,
Memory,
And longing
Once again creating the hell
I call my mind.
d.t